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i seem to mope a lot...

it has been a while since I last wrote here. My focus has been on my food adventures and now I think it is time to write about my feelings.

I have not felt this overwhelmed by emotions until now. I have become a lost puppy. Not knowing whether I'm doing the right thing especially in letting go a special person whom I clearly hold very dearly to my heart. I have done stupid things to keep that person near me. I kept my hopes up because of many things that happened even after we went separate ways.

I sincerely hope we can be friends because this person means more to me than anything else. Not having this person in my life would mean sheer disappointment...I don't want to lose this person to my rantings, and irrational behaviour... sigh...it can happen to the best of people that's for sure...